Monday, March 7, 2011

10 mile day.

Today I planned my pavement 10mi run. 10 miles always seems to intimidate me. I don't know why, but those double digits make me nervous. We somehow totally missed daylight savings time, and woke up to half of the clocks saying 7am, and the other half saying 8am. So by the time I got myself and the kids ready, and got the beans soaking for dinner, it was 10am. I finally headed out around 10:15am. I was expecting to make it back around 12:15, keeping my pace nice and steady.

The beginning of the run felt okay, but I defiantly noticed my heel. I have either a stress fracture or achilles tendonitis in my right heel. It was sore, but certainly not holding me back. I jogged and passed what seemed like half of Los Alamos leaving Church, noticing my hubby's truck dropping off my oldest daughter at Religious Ed. I jogged along and came to the first hill when my legs somehow turned into bricks. I don't know if it was the lack of training during the week, or my allergies but I was EXHAUSTED at mile 3, yikes! I was beginning to question my own resolve, but allowed myself to walk quickly and briefly. I was determined to make my way up to the top of the hill without slowing too much. As I made it to the top of the hill, I started to feel better.

At my turn around, things were looking up until I realized I was headed back into the wind. Somehow I hadn't noticed the wind at my back pushing me. Every step became a battle against that invisible force that sucks away energy. 4.5 miles doesn't seem long unless it is at the end of a run into a spring wind. Long story short, it was a struggle. I did see my family driving back from a leisurely lunch around mile 8.5 and I got a little boost. However, that boost was short lived as I waited for my legs to give out and for me to fall onto the road. I somehow managed to finish with a smile at 12:14 and finally iced my heel.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Who am I?

Wow, right of the bat, who am I?

That is a great question that I never have a great answer to.
I am so many things. I am a wife, mother, sister, daughter, and niece. I am a yogi and a runner. I am also a molecular biologist (although that defines me less than the rest.) I am a student and a teacher. I am a fitness nut, and a nutritional disaster. I am happy, sad, hopeful, confused, joyful, and angry. I am liberal in many of my views, yet a republican voter. I am an underground foodie who has random food allergies. But mostly I am who I am (thanks Popeye!).

I love fitness in all forms and teach yoga and a weight lifting class at my local YMCA. I also recently returned to running. I try to be fit and active every day of my life and whenever I accomplish that goal I feel better about who I am. So in some strange way, my fitness journey is directly responsible for who I am in that moment.

I don't know if anyone will read this, but it seemed like every step in my fitness journey is an adventure that should be shared.